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March 2009 
How does your mind relate to your body?
Posted on Mar 5th, 2009
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KY
KY
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for March 05, 2009:
What a reflective question for this point in my life.
Today I found myself crying and physically drained because I've convinced myself that I'm not deserving of the love my boyfriend gives me. I don't know why I think this but it seems that a history of failed relationships has left me insecure about love. I feel terrible for these thoughts but when they approach my body and life seem to shut down. But if you find me on any other day where I have not only accepted love but have spread it to the world, my body is more capable than any and finds that it does not tire from any or all activities.
I suppose in this way, my mind and body are connected. I feel as though they depend on each other. Sometimes one can manage to pick the other up but there are days, sadly as today, where when one fails the other goes down like a team.
Today I found myself crying and physically drained because I've convinced myself that I'm not deserving of the love my boyfriend gives me. I don't know why I think this but it seems that a history of failed relationships has left me insecure about love. I feel terrible for these thoughts but when they approach my body and life seem to shut down. But if you find me on any other day where I have not only accepted love but have spread it to the world, my body is more capable than any and finds that it does not tire from any or all activities.
I suppose in this way, my mind and body are connected. I feel as though they depend on each other. Sometimes one can manage to pick the other up but there are days, sadly as today, where when one fails the other goes down like a team.
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